ladybugg

Hello everybody!! Well let me see I am finally at 199-198!! It keeps changing!! I am a size 14 and to tell you the truth I am happy. I have been smaller, and also been bigger. I always seem to stay around size 14. I hate to say it but I would stay at this weight if I could. The reason I said if I could is because something amazing is happening to me. I don’t know if this is how it happens for people but today my family and I took the little one to San Diego, it was so fun. This was my daughters first time at the beach.  Well of course it was a road trip and I splurged a little.

Here it is:

4 red twist

one individual size pep. pizza from pizza hut

6 pieces of buttered lobster bites from Long Johns

Of course I made some healthy choices along the way. But the point I am trying to make is this. It was time to eat lunch and I thought okay i have been wanting pizza so I went to pizza hut express and ordered a meal that came with the pizza and breadsticks. My husband and i had our lunch in the car because our daughter was knocked out in the back… it was so cute, she was snoring!!! Sorry I lose track to fast, while I opend the bag of food I reached to get the breadsticks and took a bite my husband looked at me and said, “You shouldn’t eat that you will get just full off the breadsticks.” He was right my stomach has shrunk so much that I would have. My old fat self was thinking eat everything and not listen to my stomach when it got full. I put the breadsticks back in the bag and ate the pizza. While I was eating it I was fine but then I was half way finished and started to get sick. Usually when I eat I feel energized and ready to finish whatever task I have left. This pizza did nothing for me. It made me sick and provided no nutritonal value at all. It hit me like a ton of bricks. Food (bad food, that is what I will call it)  is good but that’s it. I use to eat to feel good for a minute and then feel like crap forever!!!

So now on to the lobster bites. I knew I wasn’t hungry because I just had a skinny latte and a banana but my daughter and husband were hungry so we stopped at Long Johns and ordered food. Of course I wanted some of my husbands lobster bites. While I was eating them again I got sick. My husband was eating his fries. As he went to wipe his greasy hands on his pants, I thought, oh my goodness, this food is so bad that just the oil is so thick it can stain your clothes and cause your hands to be saturated in fat, lol saturated fat, get it!! Sorry I am out of it!! Well anyways all of these ah ha moments came to me and I just wanted to share!

Like I said sorry if I don’t make sense just got back from a long day in the sun!!

Take care everybody!!